Diana 1234の日記, 2020年 12月 11日

Awwww Diana. I will say a prayer for you that your heart will once again feel light, and at peace. It’s the season of comfort and joy, I’m sorry to hear you feel otherwise. Maybe menopause? Hormones, seasonal blues, first Christmas without your momma or your hubby’s momma? Hoping to see you post better days soon. Sending love and hugs. ☺️☺️☺️❤️❤️❤️ 

@wifey, thanks. I'm just overwhelmed and feel like while stress was happening, I was able to function. Now that some time has passed, I'm a mess..I've always been like that. Just gotta put my big girl boots on and get on with life. I know there are others going through worse things than me. For me, my son getting so sick and I couldn't be there played havic with my emotions. 💜💜💜 

You looked wonderful Diana, You remind me of Linda Evans during Dynasty Tv show original. We finally got cool, breezy weather in Florida...I can atleast get out more in fresh air. I think everyone is over zoom and microsoft teams. A little grumpy behavior is understandable. 

I'm sorry you're not at your happiest, Diana. There's much to be stressed about this time of year, especially this year. It helps me to count my blessings when I get that feeling. I hope your mood improves so you can have an enjoyable holiday. Happy Holidays, Diana! ❤ 

Way to go. Yeah... nothing easy this time around! 

Thank you everyone. Yes Lonnie, you are right. I feel blah, then I beat myself up for feeling bad when I know others are having hard times too. I am trying to count my blessings.. I appreciate all the feedback. Like I said, I just need to stop focusing on the difficult times I've been through and focus on the good things in my life!💜🙏💜🙏 

Hugs Diana! It's completely understandable with what's been going on and it is that time of year when less daylight hours play havoc on our circadium rhythms. It is ok not to be ok as long as you don't get stuck there!!! I always find that keeping up with my exercise routine helps me feel less stress. Gives me something else to focus on and self care feels good. Even if I feel sluggish and just barely put one foot in front of the other. I just tell myself to be gentle with myself during these times and just go at a snails pace is ok if that's all I've got in me. Then often I build up momentum. And not to sound glib but it also helps me to refocus my trust on God and not my circumstances. Hope you feel better soon!!! We got your back!!!