I have been looking back at my old site, and the saddest thing is seeing Jim so in love with me celebrating 2023, and before it's finished, God decided to take him away from me. It doesn't seem possible to be in the lonely boat now. I still can't get my head around it. 😫 it's still so raw. Someone told me a woman found love again after losing her husband only 6 months. I think it's far too soon. But we are all different. I'm still too much in love with Jim. No one else would be good enough for me. if I am not unkind, I'm just realistic . I intend to live a happy life because Jim would want me to be. But I truly know I will never be in love again. yes, there are some people who would say never say never. But there is no messing about with me, I mean it. Anyway, how are you all. Today, I have done 21,292 steps also been to the gym. I truly hope your all OK, love and very best wishes always. Merry Mel ❤️
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